Today has been interesting, full of cautious freedom.
First, I was granted a new job. This may mean better finances, but I am concerned I may be let down as seems to be the pattern of my attempts in finding gainful employment over the last couple of years.
Second, I was let go from what was becoming an unhealthy situation. It's sad because I feel most of my words fell on deaf ears, but it is a lesson for me in not only setting and enforcing boundaries, but also effectively communicating expectations. It will probably be awhile before I date again, and that's okay. I think taking the time to instead develop a relationship with my art is something I should have never let myself become diverted from. (Not a result from this situation, but rather a series of unhealthy situations I allowed myself to be involved in.)
I decided to use a similar sketch to yesterday to hone in on how quickly one can go from entrapped and broken to free and repaired.
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